Hi all,

I'm going to blog about the things that happened yesterday.

Many many things happened yesterday, I'm really feeling very insecure about darling's feelings for me. The things she did to me and the things she said to me, all hurt me very deeply. Does she know it? She doesn't seem to care.

I shall not talk about the things she did and said to me here.

But one more thing, if she doesn't love me any more, then why would my past still affects her so deeply? I can see that she's really very affected by my past. But that is already something that have happened in the past, there's nothing you and I can do about it right now.

Things are getting really complicated.

I hope darling will get better soon.

I still love her a lot a lot a lot.

Good bye.