Alright, here's the new post.

I don't really know what to write. Haiyo.
Recently been busy with projects. Really sweat.
Hope to finish it as soon as possible. Lol.

And ya, I love you baby.
You know who.
Lol.

Now i really believe this sentence which people always say, "Knowing too much will never do you any good." For those out there who still don't believe in this, I can tell you now, you better start believing it now before it's too late. Haha.

Personally, I've known too much. Regarding what? I am not going to disclose it here. What is my feeling now? I don't know. Seriously.

Life had to be like this i supposed? Lol.

Just another post

Hello, I'm back.
Sorry dear, for not posting for a very very long time. I was really very busy with life, so many things to do, be it studies, relationship or stress. Sweat.

Well, my school reopened long ago, now is already the 5th week that I'm back in school studying. And dear has just ended her last paper for O levels. Haha. I bet she's really happy. Well, I should just let her be happy and enjoy herself all she can. I should be fine on my own. Heh. =x Hope you enjoyed yourself.

Sorry dear for posting such a short post, I'm not as good as you in typing so many things in the blog. =x

I'm still uncertain of what time I should go up your house or meet you later. Nevermind, I shall go and have my lunch now. Well, sorry for disturbing you just now.

Alright, hope you have fun later. Take care. =)

Life isn't fair!!


No one knows ...

School reopens!!

Hey hey, it's been a while since I last posted something on my blog. Haha.

Well, school starts for me tomorrow, like finally? After a 1 month plus holiday, that's isn't very long I must say. =x Lol.

Anyway, here's where all the real stress begins? Be it study, relationship or money, those are the main factors that are bringing in all the stress. Sweat man. And who's gonna be there for me? o.o

And yea, darling is gonna have her O levels starting next week. Tough week ahead, or should I say tough month. =x

Alright, I'm gonna stop here, gonna slack and play some psp while waiting for darling's reply to my sms. Heh heh.

If you love someone

Shakespeare:
if you love someone,
Set her free ....
If she ever comes back, she's yours,
If she doesn't, here's the poison, suicide
yourself for her.

Optimist:
If you love someone,
Set her free ....
Don't worry, she will come back.

C++ Programmer:
if(you-love(m_she))
m_she.free()
if(m_she == NULL)
m_she= new CShe;

Lawyers:
If you love someone,
Set her free,
Clause 1a of Paragraph 13a-1 in the second amendment of the
Matrimonial Freedom Act clearly states that....

Bill Gates:
If you love someone,Set her free,
If she comes back, I think we can charge her for
re-installation fees but tell her that she's also going to get an upgrade

Schwarzenegger's fans:
If you love someone,
Set her free,
SHE'LL BE BACK!

If you love someone
WHY IN THE FIRST PLACE SET HER FREE???
CARELESS IDIOT!!!

Lol, I happened to see this piece of interesting information on the net, I thought I should share it with everyone out there. =x

So many things have happened, so for now I shall try my best and stick to this:

If you love someone,

Set her free...

If she comes back,

she’s yours,

If she doesn’t,

she never was

Alright.

Are you sure?

Darling is sleeping right now. Most probably she will read this tomorrow after her school.

I'm sorry darling, for making you cry again. I didn't mean it. Sorry. ='(

This few days I've got some sense knocked into my head literately. The ones from a few hours ago still hurt, as much as my broken heart. Yea I know I'm not as lively as some guy out there. I'm disgusting, I ugly, well of course. But, I just can't be like that, why can't you accept me for who I am? I don't want to fake out a lively personality when I'm not, that's way too spastic.

Today, I bought the flowers for you. I don't know if you really like or not. I just wanted to surprise you with something, so as to cheer you up, and you suspected that I did something wrong that's why I had to buy something to surprise you? You really think I'm that kind of guy? After lunch you showed me attitude again, after I've went through all the trouble of going down to the shop and get the flowers, and preparing what to write on the card for you, I know it's nothing much, but it's all my effort over there, just to let you know. Dear, just to let you know, the 5 roses represents our 5 months together other represents the plus plus days that will soon add up and become our 6 month. =D

Here's the picture of the flowers I gave darling, it's nothing special though. =x



Seriously, sometimes I do think.
Why don't you just tell me the things that you don't like about me and we can deal with it as soon as possible, isn't that better then you getting emotional and start provoking me again by taking out your phone and start texting that guy. Everytime you started texting that guy in front of me, that really hit the spot, it really got on my nerves everytime, just like how we started quarreling just now, and how I got beaten by you.
Why? Just why can't you do it? Hai.

I've told you many many times, just tell me in simple words, what's so tough about it? Just tell me and I won't get angry and you won't get angry, right?

You always say I'm crazy, yea, I was driven crazy by you, the way you say things about me, the things you did to me, every single little thing counts, you get it? I don't like you texting that guy as much as you don't like it when your ex-bf starts texting other girls when he's with you. The feeling is the same.

Well, you can say I'm jealous, and yea, I'm indeed very jealous about it. Who wouldn't get jealous when this happens huh? I bet you get even more jealous than me.

Did you know how sad I was when you showed me that sms with that guy saying, you can share any of your problems with him, and you can't bring yourself to share your problems with me, not to say even telling me your problems. And you told me, "Not bad right?". That made me even more sad than ever. Hai.

Darling, are you wondering why I'm not like him? The answer is cause I'll never be him, if I were him, I'll never be the guy you loved right now, I won't be the guy who always to try do funny things to make your day, I won't be the guy who spends all of his money on you, I won't be the guy who think of ways to surprise you, I won't be the guy who try and think of funny things to say and do everyday, I won't be the guy who can tolerate so much critisism, I won't be the guy who won't retaliate when you hit him, I won't be the guy who will cheer you up when you are sad, I won't be the guy who treats you like you're everything that he ever have in his life.

Have anyone ever come across a guy who sms your girlfriend and tell her that he misses her? And yea that's the guy I'm talking about.

If you happen to be reading this blog, and you are wondering if it's you, don't think twice, yea you! Zzz. You are just being a busybody, you made us quarrel, you made me injured by my darling physically and emotionally. What's else do you want? You want my darling? No, she's not going to be yours! Know your limits alright. Spastic guy. Not everything will go your way, I won't just sit back and do nothing, you just wait and see what I'm gonna do.

You are not some guy that's worth me dripping my blood and suffer any pain for. You are nothing. You're not that smart as well.

Back to dear, from your latest blog post, I can see that you won't be alright, so stop lying will ya? Let us just be the way we all just like how we usually are, is it alright with you? I really don't want things to be this way, this really sucks!

I still want to see your different patterns when you are happy, the funny things you do, and also the funny things we talked about.

Darling, I just hope that you won't sms so much in front of me ok? It really bothers me a lot. I've been controlling myself. Sorry if I hurt you again.

By the way, here's some pictures of darling and I with the flower. =x



I'll still wake up at 4.30am to wish you good morning, way earlier than him.

Good night everyone.