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2011-05-16T15:10:00.004+08:00

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2011-05-16T12:31:00.000+08:00

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Mini Shoe Air Freshener for Sale!

2011-05-16T11:39:00.002+08:00

Mini shoe air Fresheners are for sale now!
It comes in 5 different colors and fragrances.
It is equipped with a elastic rubber strap which allows you to strap the mini shoe to almost any where. (E.g. Bags, Mobile Phones, Cars, etc.)

Black is New Car fragrance.
Blue is Ocean fragrance.
Green is Green Apple fragrance.
Yellow is Lemon fragrance.
Pink is Peach fragrance.

Pricing is as follows.
1 @ $6
2 @ $10
5 @ $25
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Starting a New Business

2011-01-23T14:32:00.000+08:00

Starting a New Business

Rainy Day

2010-11-07T06:13:00.001+08:00

Its raining once again. In fact for the whole night. Sweat. Sometimes its also good to be in such a situation. When you are alone out there in the rain. Of course when everyone else is asleep. Its good to sit there alone and enjoy the rain. Thats when i start to miss baby. Don't ask why. I just have a feeling. So baby, i just wanted to tell you that i miss you.

Book out loh!

2010-10-30T10:47:00.001+08:00

Finally book out again. And I'm on my way to pasir ris to meet girlfriend then watch movie together at downtown east. The reason for doing so is because tomorrow she will be going off to Malaysia with her mom. Sweat. So we only have little time to spend with each other. That's rather sad. Haiyo.

Anyway. The second main content of this blog post will be about just now booking out. Some people just have to pull so many stunts when we were about to book out like finally. Don't know what's his problem. Really very pissed off with "you know who". Some day. I'm sure he will get his retribution. Even if he's a regular doesn't mean he can get his way around us NSFs. We have better lives compared to you. Seriously very pissed off!

Shall blog again another time.

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Don't Give Up

2010-10-16T10:23:00.001+08:00

It's been some time since I've last blogged using my itouch and also this blogger app. Heh. I'm sure baby will be happy to see me blog again. But no guarantee that I'll blog every single day. Cause I won't be free every single day. Sweat.

Just two more days I'll be able to see baby. Miss you baby! Muacks!

Baby don't give up for your work. Cause you are only dying, but you are not dead yet! =D

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First post using new app

2010-09-27T00:21:00.003+08:00

Alright, i've just sent my girlfriend her good night sms. And im here to sort of test out this new blogging app i've found on the internet. Like that bad like that. Heh. Anyway i'll blog more tomorrow. Nights!

First Post Using New App

2010-09-27T00:21:00.001+08:00

Testing blogging software

2010-09-19T23:48:00.001+08:00

Once again I'm on my way home alone. :x And baby is at home already. she's not feeling well today. Hope she will get better soon.

I have to rush my website project again when I reach home. now I'm very near my house area already.

I'll blog again next time if I'm free.

New Blog Skin?

2010-08-23T22:22:00.001+08:00

As you can see, my blog's skin have changed. Credits to girlfriend for doing that. But the color theme wise have to wait for me to edit when I book out tomorrow night. Heh. Thanks baby!

Well I did not blog yesterday due to myself being busy playing pool at the mess at night. :x Lol. That's not really important though. What's more important is one more day is over already. Meaning tomorrow is book out day! Haha. Then on Wednesday I'll be going out with girlfriend again. But, unfortunately I don't have much money left to spend. So we will try to spend lesser on Wednesday by studying at NYP instead.

Anyway, today girlfriend is kind of emotional. She wants my assurance. She wants security. That's what I know. Well, not to worry ok. I'll definitely do my best to achieve both of that for you. <3

I shall end here already. And proceed to chatting on the phone with girlfriend. Then I've got to sleep early tonight. Cause I know, tomorrow is definitely gonna be a super tough day. Sweat.

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Another Cycle

2010-08-20T20:55:00.000+08:00

Today I booked in to camp again. Girlfriend showed me her famous attitude again. Was so pissed off by her. Another point is that it was when I was about to book in. Anyway I read what she blogged about like a few minutes ago at her blog. Hopefully she will read control her temper like what she said, and the attitude of course.

Anyway, back to the point where I've booked in to camp again. Got sone scolding again. It was kind of minor mistake. No big issue. Then I did the run with my guys as usual. Well, nothing much read happened till where I'm at right now. So yea.

In case you are reading this darling. Don't be sad about me booking in. You know why. Because the more I book in. Means the faster I'll ORD! So always look on the bright side. You know I always love you. I only don't say it to the attitude side of you. Last but not least, study hard when I'm not around. And play hard when I book out.

I love you.

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Happy Day

2010-08-20T00:17:00.001+08:00

It's yesterday already. Yesterday was another normal off day for me. Met up with girlfriend in the morning. Then we settled her mom's music disc. Then we went to NYP for lunch then have a short study session at school's library.

After the study session we went to marina square to shop. And guess what. We got ourselves a pair of newbie t-shirt. Haha. Anyway, shortly after that we went to bugis to look for darling's sweater. Which we managed to find over there. And also got a new skirt for girlfriend. Hope she likes it.

We went to downtown to catch the new movie called "the expendables" at night. After the movie it was kind of late so I took a cab home after sending her home. Which is where I'm at now. Walking home. The cab was super fast. Lol.

Shall book in for run again tomorrow. Hopefully nothing goes wrong. Peace.

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Location:Hougang Avenue 4,Singapore,Singapore

Finally on OFF again!

2010-08-19T00:36:00.000+08:00

Well, a few hours ago was my book out day. Had to attend some silly cohesion organized by you know who. Such a waste of time. Anyway that's over already. I'm back at home now. And girlfriend is still angry like always. But I'm sure she will be fine again when she sees me later at 10. :x

Love ya darling. Don't stay up too late if you are reading this! <3

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Location:Hougang Street 92,Singapore,Singapore

Last Day

2010-08-18T07:33:00.000+08:00

Today is my last day before booking out already. Shiok. First I would like to apologize to my darling for not able to be there for her when shit happens. But don worry, I'll be there for her when I book out. :) Hope she's been studying hard for her exam.

Anyway, after tonight, we are going to have some cohesion at the mess. Which delays our book out timing. Very sian. Hopefully it will end early. But it's already so late, don't know still wanna get my mom to come and fetch me home or not. Sweat.

Oh my. This post is supposed to be up yesterday morning. The reason is due to me finally being able to submit this post only now. o.o

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Busy Day?

2010-08-16T08:43:00.001+08:00

First I would like to say sorry to girlfriend for neglecting her yesterday. And also because I did not blog yesterday. Cause I was kind of shag last night. Sweat.

Anyway I'm about to start my long rest for today. I have got to get my guys to do area cleaning and also do PT. Hopefully everything will go smoothly today. And that CAT won't come and disturb us so much. Heh. Alright that's all for now. I'll try to blog again later at night if I have time. :)

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Book In

2010-08-14T20:46:00.001+08:00

Here's another blogpost, today I went to ICA to meet girlfriend and her da jie. After that we went to Chinatown to eat and shop shop for a bit. :x And of course, while I was trying to find my prepaid card for my e51. Girlfriend accompanied me all the way to clementi before I book in. Thanks darling! Love you lots!

After booking in, got some serious scolding from encik. Sweat. Anyway, things were still done. So everything is fine. And as to where I'm right now? I can't say it here. So hopefully tonight will be a peaceful night like always. That's all. :)

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Another Typical OFF Day

2010-08-13T22:51:00.001+08:00

Alright, here's one blog post which is requested by my darling. Today went to ICA with girlfriend to make her new IC. And also went to Toa Payoh to sell something. Heh. Then I drank Koi Cafe's bubble tea for the first time. That was introduced to me by girlfriend. Lol. After that we went to downtown east to watch The Last Airbender. And of course, it was nice. Haha. And now is where I'm at now. On bus 109, reaching home very soon. :)

Edited on 140810 2050.
With regards to the passport thing.

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Location:Buangkok Green,Singapore,Singapore

3 weeks and 3 days left!

2009-08-16T15:58:00.002+08:00

As stated in the title, I'm left with 3 weeks and 3 days for my BMT at Tekong. Woot! Like finally. Muhahaha. I'm sure baby is also happy. Cause after that I will get 1 and a half week break! Lol. By that time baby's exams will be over as well. =DD

The sad thing now is that I will be booking in again later at 1855. And I will be having my live grenade throwing tomorrow. After that, another main event for my BMT will be over and done with already. Then I will be left with 1 16km road march, 1 24km road march and SOC. =DDD

Alright that should be all for now. I hope darling will work hard for her exams and not feel too stress over it. Don't worry baby, it will all be over very soon. One more thing which i said before, I will always support you baby, so just go for it, do your best.

PS: Don't get H1N1. =x

SIT Test!

2009-08-10T11:27:00.002+08:00

Alright here's another post.

I've have just completed my 6 days and 5 night field camp. Damn shag. And tomorrow I'm going to go for my 3 days and 2 night SIT Test. For the sake of those who don't know what is SIT Test, it is Situational Test. Yup. And I'm sure baby will support me. Haha.

Anyway, baby's exams are coming. I hope she can do well, and most importantly try her best in her computing maths ok. I'm sure you can make it through this baby. =D

Lastly, stay healthy and DON'T get H1N1. =x

I love you baby. Take care when I'm not around. Muacks. <3

NS

2009-07-12T15:10:00.003+08:00

Here's a post. Hopefully baby will find out about this soon. Haha.

To baby:
I know NS is going to be long.
I hope you will wait for me till i come out.

I love you baby. ♥
Muacks! ♥

2009-04-10T21:33:00.005+08:00

Alright, here's a another blog post.

More like after a very long time. Lol.

Anyway, I've been playing lots of MapleStory private server with my baby.
If any of you guys are interested, you can check out the list of private servers for MapleStory here.
http://www.xtremetop100.com/maplestory

And ya, here's one screenshot of my baby and I. Lol. =D

And one more thing,
no matter what happens, just stay happy like always.
Cause you always have me. =D

2009-03-21T00:32:00.002+08:00

I'm really tired right now, so I'm going to keep this really short and simple.

Today went cycling with baby at Pasir Ris Park.
And ya, not actually two people cycling.
Is, I cycle and she slack.
Lol.
Sweat.

We went around Pasir Ris Park, and went to Downtown East to enjoy the air-con.
Haha.

Finally we decided to go back to Pasir Ris Park to slack.
Sitting on the grass really dirty my pants.
It's still brown when it dried up.
Lol.

Eventually, when it's about 6, I cycled baby back to her house.
Then I went home.

Ya thats about all.
Sorry for the short post baby.

I love you. <3
Take care.

Ok, blogged.

2009-03-18T00:06:00.002+08:00

Alright, I'm here to blog again. Lol.

Recently been playing lots of maple, very sweat. And also so many things to do. o.o

Anyway, I don't really have any energy left to think of things to write here. So I'll end here.
It's kind of short i know. Hope you don't mind.

Love you baby.
<3

Maplestory again?

2009-03-03T00:54:00.005+08:00

Alright, I've got some bad news and good news here. Sweat.

The bad news is i got into PES B L1. Thats like fierce. Lol.

Anyway, the good news is, I am playing maplestory again, with my baby of course.
And here is some screenshots of us in the game. Haha.

Anyway thats all.
Sorry for taking so long baby.

Loves. =D

2009-02-25T20:56:00.001+08:00

Alright, here's the new post.

I don't really know what to write. Haiyo.
Recently been busy with projects. Really sweat.
Hope to finish it as soon as possible. Lol.

And ya, I love you baby.
You know who.
Lol.

2008-11-24T22:10:00.002+08:00

Now i really believe this sentence which people always say, "Knowing too much will never do you any good." For those out there who still don't believe in this, I can tell you now, you better start believing it now before it's too late. Haha.

Personally, I've known too much. Regarding what? I am not going to disclose it here. What is my feeling now? I don't know. Seriously.

Life had to be like this i supposed? Lol.

Just another post

2008-11-11T13:51:00.003+08:00

Hello, I'm back.
Sorry dear, for not posting for a very very long time. I was really very busy with life, so many things to do, be it studies, relationship or stress. Sweat.

Well, my school reopened long ago, now is already the 5th week that I'm back in school studying. And dear has just ended her last paper for O levels. Haha. I bet she's really happy. Well, I should just let her be happy and enjoy herself all she can. I should be fine on my own. Heh. =x Hope you enjoyed yourself.

Sorry dear for posting such a short post, I'm not as good as you in typing so many things in the blog. =x

I'm still uncertain of what time I should go up your house or meet you later. Nevermind, I shall go and have my lunch now. Well, sorry for disturbing you just now.

Alright, hope you have fun later. Take care. =)

2008-10-15T00:11:00.000+08:00

Life isn't fair!!

No one knows ...

School reopens!!

2008-10-12T23:22:00.002+08:00

Hey hey, it's been a while since I last posted something on my blog. Haha.

Well, school starts for me tomorrow, like finally? After a 1 month plus holiday, that's isn't very long I must say. =x Lol.

Anyway, here's where all the real stress begins? Be it study, relationship or money, those are the main factors that are bringing in all the stress. Sweat man. And who's gonna be there for me? o.o

And yea, darling is gonna have her O levels starting next week. Tough week ahead, or should I say tough month. =x

Alright, I'm gonna stop here, gonna slack and play some psp while waiting for darling's reply to my sms. Heh heh.

If you love someone

2008-09-25T10:22:00.003+08:00

Shakespeare:
if you love someone,
Set her free ....
If she ever comes back, she's yours,
If she doesn't, here's the poison, suicide
yourself for her.

Optimist:
If you love someone,
Set her free ....
Don't worry, she will come back.

C++ Programmer:
if(you-love(m_she))
m_she.free()
if(m_she == NULL)
m_she= new CShe;

Lawyers:
If you love someone,
Set her free,
Clause 1a of Paragraph 13a-1 in the second amendment of the
Matrimonial Freedom Act clearly states that....

Bill Gates:
If you love someone,Set her free,
If she comes back, I think we can charge her for
re-installation fees but tell her that she's also going to get an upgrade

Schwarzenegger's fans:
If you love someone,
Set her free,
SHE'LL BE BACK!

If you love someone
WHY IN THE FIRST PLACE SET HER FREE???
CARELESS IDIOT!!!

Lol, I happened to see this piece of interesting information on the net, I thought I should share it with everyone out there. =x

So many things have happened, so for now I shall try my best and stick to this:

If you love someone,

Set her free...

If she comes back,

she’s yours,

If she doesn’t,

she never was

Alright.

Are you sure?

2008-09-24T23:40:00.005+08:00

Darling is sleeping right now. Most probably she will read this tomorrow after her school.

I'm sorry darling, for making you cry again. I didn't mean it. Sorry. ='(

This few days I've got some sense knocked into my head literately. The ones from a few hours ago still hurt, as much as my broken heart. Yea I know I'm not as lively as some guy out there. I'm disgusting, I ugly, well of course. But, I just can't be like that, why can't you accept me for who I am? I don't want to fake out a lively personality when I'm not, that's way too spastic.

Today, I bought the flowers for you. I don't know if you really like or not. I just wanted to surprise you with something, so as to cheer you up, and you suspected that I did something wrong that's why I had to buy something to surprise you? You really think I'm that kind of guy? After lunch you showed me attitude again, after I've went through all the trouble of going down to the shop and get the flowers, and preparing what to write on the card for you, I know it's nothing much, but it's all my effort over there, just to let you know. Dear, just to let you know, the 5 roses represents our 5 months together other represents the plus plus days that will soon add up and become our 6 month. =D

Here's the picture of the flowers I gave darling, it's nothing special though. =x

Seriously, sometimes I do think.
Why don't you just tell me the things that you don't like about me and we can deal with it as soon as possible, isn't that better then you getting emotional and start provoking me again by taking out your phone and start texting that guy. Everytime you started texting that guy in front of me, that really hit the spot, it really got on my nerves everytime, just like how we started quarreling just now, and how I got beaten by you.
Why? Just why can't you do it? Hai.

I've told you many many times, just tell me in simple words, what's so tough about it? Just tell me and I won't get angry and you won't get angry, right?

You always say I'm crazy, yea, I was driven crazy by you, the way you say things about me, the things you did to me, every single little thing counts, you get it? I don't like you texting that guy as much as you don't like it when your ex-bf starts texting other girls when he's with you. The feeling is the same.

Well, you can say I'm jealous, and yea, I'm indeed very jealous about it. Who wouldn't get jealous when this happens huh? I bet you get even more jealous than me.

Did you know how sad I was when you showed me that sms with that guy saying, you can share any of your problems with him, and you can't bring yourself to share your problems with me, not to say even telling me your problems. And you told me, "Not bad right?". That made me even more sad than ever. Hai.

Darling, are you wondering why I'm not like him? The answer is cause I'll never be him, if I were him, I'll never be the guy you loved right now, I won't be the guy who always to try do funny things to make your day, I won't be the guy who spends all of his money on you, I won't be the guy who think of ways to surprise you, I won't be the guy who try and think of funny things to say and do everyday, I won't be the guy who can tolerate so much critisism, I won't be the guy who won't retaliate when you hit him, I won't be the guy who will cheer you up when you are sad, I won't be the guy who treats you like you're everything that he ever have in his life.

Have anyone ever come across a guy who sms your girlfriend and tell her that he misses her? And yea that's the guy I'm talking about.

If you happen to be reading this blog, and you are wondering if it's you, don't think twice, yea you! Zzz. You are just being a busybody, you made us quarrel, you made me injured by my darling physically and emotionally. What's else do you want? You want my darling? No, she's not going to be yours! Know your limits alright. Spastic guy. Not everything will go your way, I won't just sit back and do nothing, you just wait and see what I'm gonna do.

You are not some guy that's worth me dripping my blood and suffer any pain for. You are nothing. You're not that smart as well.

Back to dear, from your latest blog post, I can see that you won't be alright, so stop lying will ya? Let us just be the way we all just like how we usually are, is it alright with you? I really don't want things to be this way, this really sucks!

I still want to see your different patterns when you are happy, the funny things you do, and also the funny things we talked about.

Darling, I just hope that you won't sms so much in front of me ok? It really bothers me a lot. I've been controlling myself. Sorry if I hurt you again.

By the way, here's some pictures of darling and I with the flower. =x

I'll still wake up at 4.30am to wish you good morning, way earlier than him.

Good night everyone.

2008-09-24T09:18:00.002+08:00

Yesterday when I saw darling's sms with some other guy, then I know she's having stress. And that guy says he will sms her everyday, darling was so happy, I don't know why? Probably I was just nothing to her. And she gets so worked up when I say I'm going to talk to that guy. o.o

Ok, I think I shall keep most things to myself already. I think this is better.

Hope she's happy.

2008-09-23T07:05:00.002+08:00

Darling don't care about my feelings. Hai.

She always do and say things to hurt. I don't understand why is she doing so. I've never treated her badly before. Why must she do this?

If she loves me then why must she do this? What have I done wrongly? Hai.

I'm having my exams today again, and she gets angry with me again, and don't tell me is just cause you didn't receive my replies to your sms. Please be reasonable.

Darling you have changed, you won't treat me like this in the past. Now, every time I have exams or important stuffs, you always get angry with me.

I'm calling her now and she just won't pick up my calls. =(

Hai. I don't ask for much, I just hope that she will support me for my exam later. ='(

Sweat

2008-09-21T18:44:00.002+08:00

I've read all 2 blogposts made by darling, very sweat. Lol.
Especially the first post, I saw someone who I don't really know. That guy who wears white polo-t one. Lol. Sweat. Nevermind, scroll down to see darling. =x Haha.

This is the first time darling blogged such a long post, I'm impressed! Haha. Good job darling! I would love to read more of this kind of posts in future. =x Lol.

Well, darling! I'm not a stalker ok. Lol. I follow only. And I'm not a ghost of course. Although the phone in the show is same as ours. =x

I don't know why darling don't want to control me already. Hai.
I'm sure guys out there must be thinking I'm crazy. Lol. Ok, I'm not. We've been together for 5 month plus closing to 6 months, and darling haven control me for even a single bit at all. I really hope she'll control me, cause I think in this way, she'll be more concerned about the things I do, don't you guys and girls out there agree with me? Lol.

All this while, I think I have been controlling darling a lot. I know I'm too possessive and darling didn't like it, that's why I've been control my possessiveness. =x But, I still won't allow her to go and meet that stranger guy, unless I'm with her. Seriously, it's better that way. If that guy wishes to start and affair, then he will be afraid that I'm going. Guys out there should know what I mean. So if he have balls, meet me as well. No balls then scram.

Cause, this girl you want to meet is my precious one and only darling!! Not just someone on the streets ok.

Alright, I will be getting an answer from darling regarding whether she will control me or not tomorrow, I'm hoping for the best. =x I also hope darling won't go and meet that guy. I seriously don't like it. Hai. Darling, please don't make me stress anymore ok?

I shall stop here.

Bye.

I love darling!! <3

2008-09-21T00:51:00.004+08:00

Hello.

Today can be a fierce or an interesting day. Haha.

Darling was really very angry with me in the morning, probably due to the things I did or said? She even said she wanted to go and meet a guy, just the two of them. Man that's really very bothering. o.o

If any guys out there happened to read this post, I ask you, would you be happy or would you even allow your girlfriend to go and meet a guy who she has never met before in real life and it's just the two of them. o.o Save the answer for yourself, I bet 99% of the guys won't allow. Lol.

One more thing to add, that guy is SINGLE, UNATTACHED.

Man, this is crazy. o.o

I've seen this kind of things happening to my friend, and I wouldn't want it to happen here. Well, I shall briefly say here what exactly happened to my friend.

Firstly, my friend had this girlfriend of course. And my friend he allowed his girlfriend to go out with another guy, I think he's crazy, and what he got in the end? That girl two timed, she went out with the guy, and they really went on a date, and my friend was like, a clown? So much for his trust in that girl. o.o Sweat.

I really don't want things like this to happen man. I think the girl should not go out with the guy like that, just the two of them. It's like being very disrespectful to her boyfriend. Seriously. But that's just my point of view, I know other people out there might have a different point of view. But please, put yourself in that guy's shoes and see how he will feel. Nevertheless, it's also the same for the other way round.

I know I'm trying my best not to be too possessive, but I'm just voicing out what I don't like. I really hope darling will not go and meet that guy. Hai. I know she will get angry again, if I try to control her or anything. I really can't take it, going out to meet guys like this. Sorry darling.

Anyway, when I was sending darling home, we actually quarreled. =x But we did settle down and talked for a bit. I really glad things got better for the moment.

Darling, I hope you will tell me more about the things you don't like me to do, and not solving it by being angry with me.

I hope we can have more time like this when we can talk things out peacefully. =)

I love you darling!

Alright, I shall stop here. Bye.

See darling, like auntie at ntuc shopping. =x
Don't worry darling, if you don't like this photo I'll take away. =)

PS: Darling didn't know I was around her today all the time. Haha! =x

2008-09-20T08:58:00.002+08:00

Hi all,

I'm going to blog about the things that happened yesterday.

Many many things happened yesterday, I'm really feeling very insecure about darling's feelings for me. The things she did to me and the things she said to me, all hurt me very deeply. Does she know it? She doesn't seem to care.

I shall not talk about the things she did and said to me here.

But one more thing, if she doesn't love me any more, then why would my past still affects her so deeply? I can see that she's really very affected by my past. But that is already something that have happened in the past, there's nothing you and I can do about it right now.

Things are getting really complicated.

I hope darling will get better soon.

I still love her a lot a lot a lot.

Good bye.

2008-09-18T11:07:00.007+08:00

Hello =D

I'm at White Sand's library right now. Haha.

It had power plug for laptop users, not bad, I found out about this 2 days ago, when I had to wait for darling to finish her science practical paper. Lol. I have been here yesterday as well, as soon as the library opens at 11am. The same goes for today.

Well, some things happened this morning. I think darling knew what happened. I was really very disappointed about it. Hai. Darling doesn't seem to care about me at all, she seems to care about that thing more than me. What am I to you? Never mind, I shall not elaborate more here. It's not very convenient to do so. o.o

Some bugger sms darling last night. That usual guy again. o.o He just doesn't give up, don't he? Then dear went to miss call him and he called back. Zzz. Throughout that phone call I was trying my best to maintain my composure, if not I would have scolded that guy by shouting through the phone. I bet no one else can bear to hear what he said and not getting angry. Zzz. I told dear I'm going to sms/call him and talk things out. And I ended up with bloody scratches on my hand. Darling, you think it's worth it? Cause of him? Zzz.

Some people just don't know their own position in life. What's not meant to be yours, will never be yours. You think you are the only one that love darling? I love darling as well! Do not use my love to gauge your love for her, cause you have no rights to do so. You are nothing, plain nothing. You think I got darling that easily? Do not assume anything, when you did not see or hear it with your own eyes and ears. Zzz.

Well, you said you didn't want to break us up? "Hope she regrets choosing me?" You didn't want to be the third party? I can tell you, you are trying to become one. Get alive dude. Using like to replace love? Please, thats childish thinking, probably thats your own policy, but do not bring it into OUR (Me&Darling) relationship. Yea you are right, nothing is forever, then why waste your time? Why not you wake up and go and die first? Since you also won't live forever?

Don't use "forever" this kind of thing to try and prove yourself ok? You aint that great, I'm telling you. It already reflects real badly on yourself, when you try to say I'm a cheater? You saying I cheat dear's feelings? Who are you to say things about me? You're not my dad or my mum. You have absolutely no rights to say that.

I think you should have my number right? I remembered that I did called you before. I also remembered you telling me that you won't sms/call my darling anymore? Don't be joker. After all the things you said? You said darling cheated you? I can tell you no she did not!

So in conlusion, if you happen to read my blog, just buzz off will ya?

Should you have any doubts or queries, feel free to call me or come and find me, I don't mind, at least you say things about me RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME, and ya, NOT BEHIND MY BACK.

Eh, you are not needed here.

Bye.

2008-09-17T00:13:00.001+08:00

Hello everyone,

I didn't blog for quite some time already. Haha. That was beacause many things have happened, be it good or bad things. =x

Recently, I was busying doing a project for some arowana fish farm. The name of the company I shall not disclose here. Lol. I was supposed to develop a program for them to perform stock taking, and tracking of where each and every fish went. Interesting right? Lol.

I think darling doesn't seem quite happy about it? Cause I can't spend so much time with her if I do this. But one thing, the money is good. =x Haha.

Well, as darling's blogpost yesterday said, I went to her house early in the morning yesterday, then I sent her to school for her science practical exam. I went to white sand's library to continue doing the project as well as helping her mum to find songs. The library is really a very good place for doing project. Haha.

Sometimes its really very sad to see how darling treats me, on and off, when she's happy or unhappy. Hai. But nevermind, I shall not talk anymore about this.

Darling is back in school again right now. I bet she's taking back her prelim papers. Good luck darling!

And I shall carry on doing my project for now, and also prepare for the IBM Rational Certification this coming Friday.

Oh ya, I almost forgot, my results are sad case. o.o I got to do much much better during my last semster starting 13 October. =x

Alright, I shall stop here.
Shall blog more next time.

Here are some photos that we have taken recently. =x

Bye.

2008-09-10T10:00:00.001+08:00

Well, I'm back in school again. Today's session is a rather short one, because the session this afternoon is meant for self-study. Hell no I'm going to stay in school till afternoon for self-study. =x I'm going off to meet my darling. =D Haha.

Some good news, I have a project to do and I can get money after finishing it. Woot! =D Haha. It's actually a project for the company my mum is working at. I discussed with my mum for quite a while last night to gather the requirements that is needed for developing the program. Another good thing about this project is, I will be using IBM Websphere for developing the program, which is linked to the IBM Certification Course. So I can practice for it as well. =) Not bad right? =x Haha.

Darling is having her POA prelims exam right now and I supposed it's ending soon. 3 more mins? =x Lol. I think I can't make it to meet her after her papers today. So sad. Maybe if she decided to go and have breakfast then maybe I have hope of going to find her. Well, I'm still not sure what time my lesson in the morning will end. I hope it ends soon, so I can go and find darling. Lol.

I really hope I can make it in time to meet darling later. Damn, my lesson better end soon! And it's 10am already! o.o Lol. Hope darling decided to have breakfast outside first. Or else, if she decided to go home straight after her paper, I think I won't be able to see her till evening already? I'm not very sure though, have got to confirm with dear later.

Dear should reply my sms soon I think, cause it's 10am already, her paper ended. Sweat. =x Lol.

Alright, I'm gonna get back to my lesson, a bit boring though.

Well, here is some edits. Now I've got to wait till 5pm then I'm able to go to darling's house. =( So I will be at home slacking first, and I will leave at 4 plus. =)

Bye. =)

2008-09-09T12:00:00.001+08:00

Hello, I'm back again. Cause my darling asked me to post something soon. And I'm doing it as soon as possible, which is right now. Lol.

Some updates of what happened just now. Darling was jealous. Cause of other girls. Haha. =x Like that I know she cares. =D Well, she's jealous queen after all. Lol. But not to worry, I suppose everything is fine already, for now. I still love darling a lot! I hope she felt the same for me too. Lol.

I've read dear's new blog entry this morning.

As you know from darling's blog post, we chatted on the phone this morning. Then I tried using the headpiece to chat on the phone, and "woot!", the feeling of using it is not bad. And I will be less prone to cancer this way. =) Haha.

Just to clear her doubts about the course I'm taking right now, it's called, IBM Rational Certification. If I manage to get pass this test, then I will have the title of IBM Certified Associate Developer. Sounds not bad right? Haha. This will greatly help in my resume for finding jobs in future. Seriously. So it's worth taking off time from work just to attend this course. Don't worry darling, I will pass this test, for the sake of our future! Lol. xD

And, right now I'm in school typing this post. For your information, I study in Nanyang Polytechnic and my course is Diploma in Information Technology. =) Haha. Not bad ok, cause my school used to blog all this sites, but I think something got into them and they decided that it should be unblock, and thanks to that, I get to blog in school. That's a really very good idea. =D Haha. The second part of the lesson today starts at 2pm. I've got plenty of time to slack around first. I've got to have my lunch later as well. Pretty troublesome, cause I need to log off the computer and bring my bag down. o.o

Oh well, I bet darling is busy uploading the songs and the 'cute' pictures she wants into her handphone now. Lol.

I forgot to add something, and that is. Take a look on your right hand side, did you see that calendar? I added that this morning, with one very special event on it. Hehe. Darling will definitely understand what I'm saying when she sees it. Lol. So in future, should there be any events I will update right there. It's actually making us of google calendar service and embedding the calendar on my blog. Not a bad idea right? But I know most people know it already. Lol.

Darling, you want to add one to your blog? It has a special function for us to link our calendar together. So if you want it, lets link up our calendar. Let me know ok? =DD

I think I shall end here and start bugging her again. =x
Bye.

Emo

2008-09-09T10:36:00.000+08:00

I'm very sad now. =( That's because darling don't want to talk to me again. I know it has always been like this for many many times, but I don't really like things to turn out this way.

I hope she will reply my messages soon.

I'm sorry dear, I will try my best not to talk in the way that you don't like next time.

Don't be angry already. =(

Back to normal

2008-09-09T00:17:00.006+08:00

I'm back again! That's because I promised darling I will blog another post before I leave her house just now. Lol.

I have one very good piece of news that I want to say it right now. And that is, dear and I got back together again! Things are back to normal again. =)

What exactly happened was that, I went to White Sands to find her immediately after my course training. I had to run down a bridge and chase after bus 159 and then board bus 88 and take it all the way to Pasir Ris Bus Interchange. It took me about an hour to reach there. However, dear left for Tampines pretty much earlier then me, and she still went Simei and then back to Pasir Ris again. When I finally reached Pasir Ris Bus Interchange, I only managed to catch her at the bus stand waiting for bus 359. o.o Told her to wait for me for a while, she just wouldn't wait. Sweat. But never mind, I still managed to meet her at Pasir Ris Interchange anyway. Lol.

What happened in between was, darling wanted to buy a handphone cover for our phone, a memory card and a headpiece for our phone. For your information, darling and I uses the same handphone. And her current handphone is given to her by me. =x Here's a sample picture of our handphones. The red one is dear's and the black one is mine respectively. =D

I wanted to get the headpiece and the memory card as well, when I heard from her that the price of the headpiece is $25 dollars only. Since I'm getting the headpiece already, I my as well get the memory card too, and that's for $20 dollars. But sad to say, the headpiece dear bought was the very last piece that the shop have. That's really very unlucky of me. o.o So I actually gave up the thought of getting one already. And that's when I met up with darling and took 359 home with her.

After the bus arrived at her stop, she then told me to wait downstairs for an hour, due to some reasons. o.o Sweat. Then I thought, since I've one hour to waste, I might as well try my luck at the handphone shop at West Plaza. Surprisingly, they have the original motorola headpiece and the memory card for our phone as well. Lol. So I bought both the headpiece and the memory card without any hesitation. Haha. My memory card's brand is KingMax, I've never heard of this brand before. =x Dear's memory card's brand is Scandisk, I bet most people heard of it before. Lol. But never mind its ok, as long as it's usable. =x I almost forgot to mention, darling helped me to buy my handphone cover as well. Thanks darling! =) After buying, I took a really slow walk back to her block. But it's still very early, so I walked around the basketball court and look at the kids playing basketball. Haha. And I ended up rotting below dear's block. Finally I went up to her house, but not long later we had to leave for dinner already.

I shall not elaborate much on the events at West Plaza, cause it's nothing significant. Lol.

We went back to dear's house again. Her mum got angry due to some reasons again. =x Sweat. But, not to worry, everything is resolved already, long before I'm typing this blog post. Lol. And ya, I brought some moon cake for dear and her family to eat. Those moon cakes were made by my sister. And also some chocolate for darling only. Hope she will try the moon cake and the chocolate soon. =) Haha.

Eventually, I ended up right here typing. Lol.

Well, darling did not reply my sms since 11.26pm. That's nothing surprising, because that usually happens when she falls asleep already. =x So it's ok. Haha. I shall send her a "Good Morning" sms again tomorrow morning. That's what I have been doing since 15 Feb. A bit sweat. =x

You should be reading this later in the morning right? =x Haha. I hope you will like it.

I've got to stop right now, cause I still need to help darling find her songs, and it's already 1.06am in the morning! o.o I better hurry.

But before I go, I wan to say,
I'm really glad that dear is back together with me again. =)

I love you darling. <3

Sad?

2008-09-08T14:38:00.003+08:00

Sorry about it darling, I actually deleted the post that I've posted this afternoon. I will post it back right now, don't worry. =x

Alright, here it goes.

Well, how should I phrase it? Darling wanted to break up with me, just last night only. =( She said she don't have those special feelings for me already. That sms is really very powerful. Everything just happened like this in one night. Can you believe it? For that moment, I lost darling. I was at a total lost, I didn't know how to react. I wasn't sure of my feelings at that moment. Sadness and more sadness, that's all i could say.

Was everything in the past a joke? Or a lie? Love is really complicated. I didn't know it can come on and off just like this? o.o

Well, never mind about this. This is all some emo stuffs. =x

So long.

What you guys think?

2008-09-08T10:36:00.007+08:00

What do you guys think when a girl goes to a guy's house alone with two guys?

Sweat Day

2008-09-07T15:03:00.005+08:00

Ok, here's my post as requested from darling. I don't know when she will be online again to read my post, but I'm just going to post it here first. =)

First of all, I would like to say, "Darling, I'm back home from basketball! =x". And also sorry to my darling. =( Why? That's because I came home so late from my Sunday basketball session and I neglected here. Damn, I should have switched my handphone to ringing mode instead of vibrating mode. And now things turned out to be like this. Hai. =( And also sorry to dear because I took so long to notice your new blog post, and I saw my face there. Sweat. =x She posted at 12.40pm and I only noticed it at 3pm. o.o Only till now when I saw her post then I know she's already outside with her parents. Damn sweat.

I didn't know she miss me that much, until I saw her post. Really, it's always like that. I always don't know anything till she hints it to me or I heard it from her. I guess I did not get most of the hints that she dropped for me. I think I'm really very stupid. o.o

Seriously I don't know why I'm so slow in finding out this kind of things. I think that really made dear super angry. Hai. =( I hope she won't be angry with me already. I know I'm an idiot. o.o And ya you know I always make people angry and dislike me. =x

Sorry dear. I love you a lot. Do you know that?

Well, I hope you know that.

Ok, now I'm going to talk about today's basketball session. Everyone came down for basketball today, it's like once in a blue moon? Cause they are here for FS's gifts from Japan. Most probably. Lol. The sun is really super hot, and now we all got sun burn. =x And I have one injury on my head. It still hurts when I'm blogging this post now. But it's ok la, that's my own business, nobody else's, it will get better in no time. Lol. =)

Yea, I'm back at home long ago. But I got to bring my brother out for his hair cut later, and I think I will get mine hair cut too later. Tomorrow need to go back school for IBM Rational Certification course. Sweat. Waste my one week of holiday. Or else I could have earned much more money. =x Lol.

And I going to call darling on the phone later, but I don't know when is the best timing. Cause her mum don't like me to call. But I guess it's ok to chat with her on the phone for a while. =x Lol.

Now I'm perspiring a lot, due to the sun burn. Very sweat. o.o

I've got to go and clean up the hamster's cage. Well, that hamster belongs to darling and me, but due to some reasons we have to keep it at my house. =x I usually bring it along with me to school and then go darling's house for her to see it.

Oh ya, darling is having her prelims next week. She's got to prepare for her maths paper tomorrow. Don't forget to bring all the important items for that paper. Don't worry dear, you can do it! Even though I may not be there physically to support you, but I will still support you no matter where I am! Good luck! All the best! =D

Since darling posted my photo at her blog post, here's my darling's photo!

Hehe. This photo of darling is taken at Sentosa. =x

Dear, I miss you too! And I love you!
I hope you won't be angry with me already.

Yea ok, I think I shall stop now, this is never ending. =x
Bye.

Date with Dear!

2008-09-06T16:01:00.008+08:00

I'm back!

I will blog about the things that happened yesterday.

I reached dear's house at around 11.50pm and I waited 10mins for dear to open the door. =x Lol. Then I helped dear to do something about her dad's computer. Just editing some registry. =x Haha. And we left her house at about 12.15pm. Went to take 88 to Ang Mo Kio Hub to catch our movie, Wall.e. Lol.

After reaching Ang Mo Kio, the first thing we did was to find something to eat. =x So we went to AMK Hub's Food Fare for lunch. We had the standard Steamed Chicken Rice, as that is dear's favourite food. Lol. And then, here comes the interesting part! We went to the atm to check whether my pay has arrived. And the answer is, it's here! =D As promised, I brought dear to Vivo City's Build-A-Bear shop and built a bear for her. Yea, that was after the movie of course. Lol. The movie session with darling was great, it's been a while since we two have been to the cinema to catch a movie together.

Building the bear really shows how fickled-minded darling was. =x Haha. She just couldn't make up her mind on which bear she wants to pick, the asthma bear or the black dimples bear. Eventually, we ended up with the asthma bear, it wasn't that bad after all, it looks nice. =D Then, we got the malay guy to help us stuff the bear, and then the heart part. Lol. We have to make a wish on the heart and kiss it. A bit sweat. Wish dear can make it through her O levels with flying colors! =D Well, dear keep the malay guy looks like my friend, his actions. =x Haha. After that, placing the heart into the bear, we started choosing an outfit for the bear. At first we thought of getting the pyjamas, but it looks really ugly on our bear, followed by singlet, shorts. And we finally decided to get the basketball jersey as it will remind dear of me. Lol. =x

Finally, we came to choosing a name for the bear and printing our its birth certificate, almost like a real human being. Not bad. Lol. The bear is now called, Bear Bear. Not bad right? And thanks to darling for coming up with the name, you know I'm not good with this kind of stuff. =D When we are finally done building the bear, it's already 6.30pm. Sweat, why does time passes so fast when we are together. =x

We went for dinner at Food Republic. We got out seats and dear went to look around to see what she wants to eat. Then this auntie came and asked if anybody is taking the empty seats around out table, and me trying to be nice, gave her all the empty seats and only saving two seats, one for dear and one for me. Lol. And then, I realised, we have no place to put our stuffs, especially the bear, placing it on the floor is restrictly a no as it will dirty the box. =x Dear came back with her food and I bought my food, and now I end up with no seats to sit. Sweat. Sometimes being a nice person won't get you anywhere. O.O Have to stand around like an idiot and wait for people to leave their seats before I can grab another chair. Sweat. o.o

After our dinner, we went to walk around Vivo's shops. And it's almost about time for dear to go home already. Thats really very sad, and we can't get to see each other for the whole weekend, all the way until monday evening. o.o Super sad. We went out to the open space area at Vivo, the one with the water and artifical grasses all around. We sat that and chit chat for a while. Sit there and chit chat with the one you love is really not bad, can take a look at the night view of Sentosa as well. Haha. But, it's not long before we had to leave that place. I sent dear home and we bid goodbye for the day outside the lift as I can't go her house, cause it's rather late already. Yea, but don't worry dear, we will still be able to see each other. Lol.

Alright, here's some photos that we took yesterday.

Dear thinks that this one is not bad, and I think so too. It's really nice. =D Haha.

These four photos below isn't that bad too, don't know why dear didn't like them. =x Lol.

Ok, I have typed a lot stuff here already. It took me nearly an hour to blog this post. Hope dear likes it when she sees this. =x

I shall end here now.

P.S.: Darling, don't think so much about the unhappy things already ok? What really matters is that I have you and you have me! =D I love you dear! <33333

Going out for Date?

2008-09-05T10:19:00.002+08:00

Hello once again, I'm back. Lol.

First, I would like to say, "Sorry darling, for not calling you at 8.30am. I know what ever I'm going to say now is going to be excuses for not calling you, but I'm just going to tell you why. I'm sure i did set my alarm to ring at 8.30am last night, but it didn't ring. So I woke up at 9.30am, thats why. Hope you will forgive me." =x

Well, today I'm going on a date with my beloved dear! We're going to watch the movie walle, not bad right. =x And I already bought the tickets yesterday, it costs me 12dollars. Sweat. Haha. Sad to say, "yea", I can't treat my dear for lunch and dinner for now, cause I'm equally as broke. My pay from working at Times should come today, if it comes, I will get my dear something nice. =D Hehe. And ya, that is if my pay comes today. Lol. =x

Of course, I'm really looking forward to going out with dear later! I'm going to start preparing at 11am and I will reach her house by 12pm. Gotta help her with some computer stuffs. =x Haha.

I'm really happy to see that she's equally as happy and looking forward to our date later. Darling is going to take one whole day off her study time just to be with me! Haha. I love you dear! =D

And I'm really going to treasure the times I'm going to spend outside with my dear, as today is Friday already! We can't see each other on Saturday and Sunday! And I can't going her house after our date later as well. But don't worry dear! We still have the whole of our life to be together! =x

Ok, darling is rushing my to post already. I shall stop here. =x

I would like to end here by saying, "I love you darling! <33333"

P.S.: Hope my pay comes today! And of course I love you dear! <3

First post?

2008-09-04T10:56:00.002+08:00

Alright, I am back in action again! That's because my dear started blogging as well! In case you don't know my dear, here is her blog address, http://tanlaypeng.blogspot.com. =D It's really very surprising for my dear to start blogging. Lol.

After reading her blogpost, I know she miss me! Haha! And of course, I miss you too dear! She's waiting for me to wake up, cause she slept at 11pm last night and i slept at around close to 2am. Lol. But that doesn't matter anyway, cause I'm awake now! =D

Yea, as mentioned in her blogpost, I will be going to her house at night later. And I'm really looking forward to it too! Ya, her mum don't really like me though, seriously don't like. But it doesn't really matter, as long as I have my dear! =x

I went to her house to pick up a maths 10-year-series. Man, I really got lots of maths to complete. But don't worry, I will do my best to complete all of the papers in it. =x I hope my dear will do her best in studying for her prelim papers next week. =)

I shall stop here now.

Good luck for your prelims next week!

I love you! <3

Mervin

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